breathe in--

I was supposed to go snowboarding today. Last night I slept around 1am and kept waking up every 20 minutes until 4:30am. From then, I couldnt sleep one blink of an eye until 6 so I just got up and got ready to leave. I was miserably sick: stuffy nose, sore throat, body aches, headache, dizziness and most of all I was physically so exhausted from my lack of sleep. We drove to Jason and Minsu's house to meet them and I ended up just driving back and taking the best nap of my life. I got to catch up on alot today. Sleep, Room cleaning, head-straightening, vitamins-consuming, carefree-relaxing and I got to finish my reading for bio and reviewed my lecture notes :) I got to spend a little bit of time with the snowboarding people over dinner at a fancy Mexican restraunt called El Pollo Loco.

I feel relieved because I feel like I'm sane again. The stormy wind now feels like a breeze and the cluttered skies look blue again. It was nice to have a day to just take my time and to really clear the clutter away and just take a deep breath before the whole cycle starts again..

God is so sweet. and I hope that the busyness that comes and goes doesn't keep me from realizing it everyday..




--breathe out.

Give thanks-- 4 hour naps in the morning, dayquill, airborne, cough drops, the way ice cream soothes throats even if its bad for you, the quiet and beautiful 4th floor of the science library, laughing with esther, laughing with eugene, text messages.