Jan 26, 2009

look at me

--look at me I am changing.
Today was our last small group meeting. We went to Cheesecake factory because it was Lynna's favorite and although we tried to be sneaky and pay for dinner-- she out-tricked us and payed for it before we even got the check. Sneaky girl.....I can't believe our small group is over and despite the short time we spent together, I really feel like I learned so much from them. Lynna's cute dorky personality tied tightly with her authoritative and respectable wisdom, Gloria in her ghetto-fabulous, hardcore, question-asking, power-house figure-- Laurel and her "realness" and honesty in all things, and quite possibly one of the most trustworthy people I know-- Evaline's admirable gentleness in service, love, humility and voice (kost 103.5~) and CJ and the brutally-honest, not-so-intimidating-anymore, pure and refreshing honesty kind-of friendship that we've created these past few months. It's been a ride but I am ever so thankful.

These past few days have been strange. There are alot of things I need to edit in and out of my life, myself and a few habits I need to discard. But this new week gives me another chance to start again..I dont know what to do about it anymore. It just seems so one-ended and my labor always feels wasted. Am I wasting my time....?

David Jeong is leaving tomorrow..
It's bitter sweet. Sweet because it's a good thing for him and bitter because I'm sad he's leaving. I'm gonna miss him.....





Yesterday Esther bought me a case of water because she says she always takes water from me. WHO DOES THAT? but regardless, I am always thankful for her.



Give thanks-- small group, mashed potatoes, my camera and the decent pictures it takes with flash, berean community church, memories

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