New years

New years is a day earlier in Australia than it is in America.

I'll come back to write later.
but these past few days have been nice.
but for some reason it takes me about 2-3 hours to fall asleep at night. I toss and I turn for hours and I breathe heavily and I just cant sleep. Yesterday I had to sleep with my Ipod on because I was so frustrated after the 2nd hour. And then when I went to sleep I constantly had unrealistic too-good-to-be true dreams and my knowledge of its too-good-to-be-true-ness ruined the night of good dreams, waking me up. After my waking however-- I always fall back asleep only to meet 3-4 bad dreams.

I Just woke up from sleep but I feel exhausted.
my heart feels achy..