quality time

An awkward acquaintance has become a mild friendship, and from the looks of it, I see great potential for a (possible) life-long relationship.

It's crazy what 20+ hours in 3 days can do to two beings. Despite their differences, despite their personal weaknesses and worlds-apart hearts, we've found our medium, or sense of balance in this chaotic and crazy world.

I must admit, there's still alot I dont know about him. Sometimes, I still feel uncomfortable and I feel as if he's not ready to open up to me. It frustrates me if I'm to be honest. Here I am pouring out all I have and it's like I'm pushing against a brick wall: no visible progress abounds, no deepening of the heart is apparent, and everything I've poured down on it seems to have been thrown to some waste.

And yet, I keep trying. Apart from his lackluster self and his insensitivity, I've found him to be quite interesting, and I'd be lying if I told you he didn't intrigue me every so often. There's much to know about him, and not enough time to do so. But I want to at least try-- for the sake of love, for the sake of friendship, and for the improbable possiblty that such relationship is possible, that such barriers can be abolished, that such walls can be torn down, and that maybe, just maybe-- two different worlds could fall and somehow land together.

Let's see how long this lasts, Biochem. I believe in us...

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